AVRIGUS----BEAUTY AND THE PAIN

Deep in the night, it came to me

Torturing silently

Try; but I cant seem to ever break free

From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia

It tears apart my heart

But in my soul

It's all I've ever known

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I feel; the more I ache

I cant go back

I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Thought's wouldn't stop playing upon my mind

Taunting me with what I'd find

Try; but I cant seem to ever break free

From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia

It tears apart my heart

But in my soul

It's all I've ever known

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more i need; the more I take

I cant go back

I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Once I believed

And I'd dream of a place

Where the weight of it all

Couldn't harm me

Now I know and I feel

This could never be real

On this path I walk alone

I cut all of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I see; the more I hate

I cant go back

I fear more of life's beauty than

All of the hate I feel

My blood shed and revealed

All that has been wrong with me

The more I breathe, the more I break

I cant go back

I feel all of life's beauty and pain